Its been a sad few days.
Saturday night at work went horrible, everything that could go wrong possible could, i burnt my hand, smacked a plate in to my own head (skills), dropped cream all over the place and generally walked in to and tripped up on everything in my path! The burn on my hand went in to a blister shaped like a penis. Which did make me chuckle a bit. Just one of those nights where everythin is going wrong.
Then in the night i was having horrible dreams, and generally had a really shitty night sleep, i got to work yesterday and my boyfriend had got some bad news about one of his best friends from his school days, he died on Saturday night, he was only our age. He is so cut up about it, and i think he feels bad that they drifted apart after school. Then it got worse because he rang up the guys ex girlfriend (who he has a baby with) to ask her about it, and turns out, she didnt know. So awful.
Sunday was also the day of a vetrans parade in town and we had so many old people with all their war medals on coming in to eat by themselves, they looked so lonley and it broke my heart more.
Last night Lee hardly slept, and kept having bad dreams, it’s so hard to know what to say to him, i can’t imagine what he must be feeling.
So in general, its been a bit of a heavy weekend.
It makes you think though, it could be anyone of our last days tomorrow, so we really should stop dwelling on the little things and start moving on to the bigger.
